Up? Everything is just down....all the time.

So we were actually having the farewell dinner for team head on the same night when posting was released, that means I was masked from the outcome the whole night.  However, the truth is I heard from another colleague that I was "granted" the chance to take up the place.  How radiculous it is to know my fate from a third party (should be fourth party indeed)?

In the middle of the dinner, I was finally "told" by my supervisor that this acting thing will be a temporary one until a new real one (she said s i o that moment and turned out to be a c i o) comes and it would probably be till 4 weeks after when the big big head retires.  So fantasies came about acting pay (yea, money after all).

Then happy merry christmas~~~

Just now, after the holidays, with formal departure of the team head, I was told this acting thing is a "fake" one which will last for 2 weeks. WTF!!!  A new team head will be coming and everything will resume normal 2 weeks later.  What the hell to keep that secret when there is actually nothing confidential and surprising at all!!??  Just fucking go to hell.