Igniting everyone around me

Even I think I'm losing control of myself and everything around me:

To Mr Or, I forgot to seek your approval before sending out the "important" email;
To Ms Wong, I couldn't ensure the photocopies were in order;
To Mr Yim, I made you checked and walked back and forth for the amendments of letter;
To Mr Cheng, I knew I don't have the potential that you admire.

To all, I was just useless.

In order to climb up, seems I should equip myself the ability and attitute to be picky....both to the others and to myself.

No more happy face all the time.