Pressure

Things are getting to me at the same time, thought Leung 28 was so spared that he "prolonged" the tasks under the list, the fact is they are all coming to my desk at the same time. Pressure of meeting deadlines, pressure of poor health, pressure of report to work without asking for leave, pressure of ruinning the historical statistics.

I was scared.

And today, I was thinking of quitting the sport that I dedicated for my life - football. This is one of the worst (frankly, the worst) game I've ever played. Passing, dribble, shoting, heading, defense and physical fitness. None of them was acceptable, I was so shame that I couldn't even look at the face of the manager.

Am I being a shame for the team and so-called a PE guy and works for the discipline?

I was even scared of joining my colleagues for a running training for 20K, I did.

I'm coming back. I do. I do.