My previous boss, Amy

I have written so many times of her name. She used to be my supervisor in my previous job. Taking care of my career, taking care of my development, taking care of my feeling even I was still a young subordinate to her. Coincidently, I saw her today when I was hanging around during lunch time and she was talking to a bunch of guests. The shame thing was I was scared to walk near her to say hi or catch up. Why? I used to be young and energetic guy looking for a better career under her supervision and now I'm a damn part time guy asking for jobs everyday. I really had no guts saying hi to her. That's really a big shame on me and I have no idea when I will go through this stage of my life. Sorry Amy, I really disappoint you.