10-year service

Never expect anyone to read my blog here. Just found there are some and mostly looking for advice to be my colleague. It's okay to help and at least it's kind of an achievement and function for me.


I've been looking for the CNY this year as I'm approaching the third year here. I decided to make a turn for myself to officially be myself instead of being told to be who I am. As expected, no one is going to leave and nothing in this environment is going to change and I will still be the same.......after 10 years of service.


This doesn't mean I'm giving up. It's simply bad to see people of similar seniority and age or lower are taking me over, year after year. I did what I was asked, I did to the most i could and then people just move on (it's "move up" indeed). Can't blame anyone as it's not the first time. I can always blame myself or luck or whatever.


Hope the fresh one asking for advice may achieve what he/she wanted.


Welcome to the hell~~


As an update, an opportunity poped up last month. Kind of tailor-made for me fitting my educational and career background. Will see how it goes. I know I'm old.


Health is the thing on top the list now. I miss everyone around. I don't wanna leave you all.


Since around Mar 17, I started a project with a good start but then turned sour in early 18. Plan for 2018: Learn and do better on it! Plus more on health and sheff.