Haven't update the blog for a while.

It's been 3 months since I posted to this section. It's dull and boring working here in the HQ. Unlike the others, I'm lucky enough to be here, enjoying long lunch hours, dsoa, flexible leave arrangement and no individual back log. However, I'm still the same, lazy, passive, careless and unattractive to others.

There are alot for me to improve and I've wasted one and a half month in 2009 already. Anything I planned but didn't achieve in 2009? A lot.

I'm jealous, I'm jealous that she started a new relationship and found her MAN (this is how she described him in her blog). She's proud of him, she's happy.

Me? Still hanging around, being found of mistakes committed, asking for dsoa....
Is this the life I've always been looking for?