Chance

All of a sudden, I got the call from Wade, a great man from my class in uni. He is now fighting hard for his life (as he described as challenging, rewarding and you name it). During the conversation, he asked if I was interested in working with him. In the same day, another call from the best mate of my gf, she was asking if I wanted to give a try on a temp. job for a colleague who will be having maternal leave for 3 months.
Chance, chance, chance. Are they real chances to me? Where I'm heading to? As a man, the worst thing you can imagine is having no direction ahead of you. Month after month, I have already been hanging around for 8 months.

First argument

Though I have just a short working life till this moment, I'm so far proud to say I gave most I have in every job and I have always been trying my best to control my temper. Today, mixed with my complicated and depressed feeling pissing me for months, I had a direct fight with the bitchy manager at the contract-out canteen. I felt really bad doing that but nothing could have stopped me doing that. Protecting the kids, occupying as little space as I can, using the best and politest words; she still pushing me toward the corner and even blackmailing me to complain to the camp. You are just wrong.

HK is dying

Just read from a page on the internet that HK is fading out in every minute. The "Three-empire" period was over with less and less money spent on gambling in horse racing. What is the "Three-empire"? Not surprisingly when I heard that, they are the Jockey Club (which was founded to legally manage the British tradition - horse racing); Jardines (solely a British company importing quality British products in HK); and HSBC (a Hong Kong based mega bank in the world founded by the first batch of British bankers in HK).
They are all walking away step by step from us......what are they trying to tell us? The old HK were fading out while we are dyed red by Beijing. Nothing politics, I don't like politics at all, but why Queen's Pier, the Star Pier clock tower, HKCEE and 3-year tertiary education system were kicked out? Does the completion of colonisation mean the cut-back of all the history left to us? Young man, what do you know about the place you are living?

Broken down

Things were broken down one by one, or precisely, things were reported or found to be broken down one by one. This is what people called "Worse things never come alone". Today my lovely 95' Nissan Sunny was pulled off cos of battery problem. Two weeks before, my water-proof Oregon heartbeat digital watch was broken cos of water leakage (eh, amasing). My Agnis b. purse, which is one of my favourite presents from other mates, was broken cos of zip problem.
I have no idea what will be next. This is also the major reason why I started filling this blog. Am I really that bad? What's the reason to spend time and money pursuing a master degree far far away? Why I can't get a proper job? When will the period that I have to calculate the balance in my account be finished?
My life, when will it be broken?



i know you may have felt i was strange and you couldn't understand me for sometime. I felt the way you did, but I just couldn't control, I hate things around me, I hate the system here which no one seemed to appreciate me but somebody else who were obviously nuts

14/3/07 today is the first time i dated mary, the one that i had the greatest impression throughout my uni years in hku, who can imagine that we know each other well and to be friends now. the thing is she has a new bf (amasing that he is a shanghainese) and she is so different as compare to the mary i first met 5 years ago. i just like her