一廂情願

22-6-2010

Dinner with ciev last night and we had great time be together, everything seemed to have no change as the time before. Laughs, food, foul, valve….
Feel so lucky that I have these people as my mates, they shared my bad feeling here, they explained and suggested what I can do. Most importantly, they listened.
It’s always good to see chow siu, so as this time, I just wished time can be frozen and never moves.
The day after, mails and calls came that they showed concern toward my situation. Can’t believe! Thank God for arranging to have such nice people around me.
Treasure.

22-7-2010

好大雨，心同已經入左的熊証一樣沉，唯有想住放工可以見到小波
下著超大的雨，用左個半鐘去到老遠都係值得。
就算只係見下，一世都冇可能一起，佢此終都係可愛。
發夢，我都想佢可能忘記帶雨傘，我會伸出手送佢回家；離開，當然白痴的也不會不帶雨傘。走到鐵路前的隧道，大雨留下超大的水溝；我便説可讓她cool住過去，她亦說：你背我吖。最後，她仍是說是開玩笑便用短短的腿跳著過去…
我只想保護你，知嗎？
原來，一直都係我一廂情願。

今日因為忍唔住口, 所以叫左chow做”姑娘” (因為佢似社工多過officer), 受氣後佢就去左喊大半個鐘. 我個心好痛, 好想tum番佢. 佢仲講左句: 你地男人老狗可以valve佢(客), 我個人咁細粒只可以細細力.
對不起
同時, 她實在太可愛