2009年2月25日 星期三

You are wrong, Polly.

Polly, you left us on 19/2 silently. You left your family, you left your friends, you left the house.

You left yourself.

Really can't accept the news but from time to time, we were trying to believe it. I still don't understand why you chose to finish this way. It's the worst for everyone. Now we are moving on with your image in our mind, in our heart.

I miss you. I love you. May you have released from what you didn't want to face in our world.

Byebye, Polly.

2009年2月12日 星期四

Haven't update the blog for a while.

It's been 3 months since I posted to this section. It's dull and boring working here in the HQ. Unlike the others, I'm lucky enough to be here, enjoying long lunch hours, dsoa, flexible leave arrangement and no individual back log. However, I'm still the same, lazy, passive, careless and unattractive to others.

There are alot for me to improve and I've wasted one and a half month in 2009 already. Anything I planned but didn't achieve in 2009? A lot.

I'm jealous, I'm jealous that she started a new relationship and found her MAN (this is how she described him in her blog). She's proud of him, she's happy.

Me? Still hanging around, being found of mistakes committed, asking for dsoa....
Is this the life I've always been looking for?