annoying

I'm getting really annoying by what has happened these days. A football team with bad manner and morale; a young and energetic man with no job and gets nervous owing to the long waiting period of a good job; a girlfriend with no patience in understanding her mate.
Today we won over the so-called weakest team in the league by 2:1. Another game which we won over with a goal conceded in the early time. Poor communication, lack of trust, over-confidence and lack of thinking in making any movement could be the reason of the poor performance. While I'm not the loudest person in the team, I played in the second half and strive my very best to win the game. What can be done to improve? What I can do?
It's a long long holiday period in Hong Kong which is perfect to most people, but me as an unemployed and is waiting for the reply from Immd. Well, it's been 7 months, why couldn't I wait for another days or week? I have no idea but got really annoying when time is moving slowly without any news. Am I selected? When I'm going to be informed? How long do I have to wait longer? If people who were informed to do body check will be assigned to the first batch, which batch I will be assigned?
Tonight she complains again on my time allocation on football, work and other issues. I was supposed to say "I'm going back home" rather than "I can come to you if you want". Ha, I should admit that it's really a trap that I would be wrong no matter what answer I say. Do you understand me as a normal man who simply wants to play football, meet friends, stay at home sometime and work for living? You are important to me like all those other matters.....no priority.

Hidden thought

Finally, I told her about my hidden thought about that "topic" (her weight). I love her, I enjoy the time be with her. The problems then were the way people see her (plus me), the way I think when we had arguments, my envy toward other couples/ other girls. I won't say I have plenty of choice and I don't want to. What I would prefer is continuously encourage her to improve. Well, obviously she didn't like any time I mention that, I just can't let go.
Is thing going on for me? There's nothing happened to me concerning my application as well as her today.

one step further

The luckiest thing I can see throughout the whole process during this tough recruitment was no single step was missed out for me, the little ER consent letter, an unimportant phone call to double check employer information. I always think there's no pressure in getting this offer, but now I'm getting really nervious since things are finalising and out of my control since the Final Interview. The final few steps left will be financial declaration and body check.
Today I got another call to change the employer from fyg to sam which I don't really appreciate the amendment, but again...no choice. So it means Fay will be contacted this morning (as claimed by the guy on the phone).
A quick report is 3 guys on the forum reported that they got calls today requesting to go for financial declaration and body check TOMORROW! What a damn fast notice! Really in high mood now. Can't wait for tonight's league game and the coming news.

返底入球

已經記不起上一次在正式比賽中入球了,一方面已經有很久沒有參與或者應該說沒有機會參與正式比賽(因為太多原因.....自己表現差,和coach合不來,上班時間差),一方面自己的確在比賽時做得不好.記得數年前還有作為前鋒的感覺,只是timing不好,但事實還事實,自己的體力和感覺可真是一天一天的下退.至今年因為女友在外地讀書,自己又半失業,才有機會積極地參與比賽,今晚,我終於打破這個關口在完場前一秒入球,為球隊追平並取得聯賽的第一分.返底,就以這個入球,我要自己返底.在未來的一星期,IO的BODY CHECK可能會有消息,女友又會開始上班,可能我會打回原形,但我就要以入球帶來的信心,開始新階段.
owen仔都一樣為自己的足球生命打破宿命,當然我不能和他比較,但我們都會一樣努力.

Conman and Fatt

These two names have always been with me during the past few months. We haven't met, we haven't talked, I even haven't left any message on the forum. I just walked by the online forum everyday since I applied for the IO position and they were the two most outstanding ones to provide comments and updates for the others. However, today, when is almost the 7th month since I handed in the application, both of them got their better offers and decided not to wait for the results.
Am I jealous? Are they making the right choice? Is it a right choice for me to keep waiting or should I get something better (or more challenging and meaningful)?
At the same time when I was thinking, my girl, who just came back from Manchester after her Master as well, got an offer from a local firm. Facing the truth, it's my problem but the others obviously.
Conman, Fatt and Go, congratulations. Enjoy another stage of your lives. Work hard.